i bought myself three new dresses (shut up, they were all made for me) and some cute lingerie. i looked for belts and shoes but none of them felt right. at checkout all the hispanic dudes were staring hard and making me uncomfortable. i got my oil changed but my boyfriend wasn’t working. (see you in september, sweetheart.) the hair place i usually go to was closed so looks like it will have to wait another three months as well. it rained so hard i could not see. drove home and made an appointment for my first ever wax/pedicure, very nervous about that for many different reasons.
now i’m sitting in my messy room. sigh.
i hope i am not becoming one of those birthday is just another day people. because i never was. and i don’t want to be. i just seem to be less stoked with each year that passes.